You keep floating up and up, despite I am trying to push you down. I’m trying to collect my thoughts… I wish I could love you. I want to try, but what’s the point when I can’t even see you due to disapproval and disappoint of people in my family? I wish I could have reacted a little differently. I wish I never saw her post that on your Instagram.
Right now all I want is your happiness. I want you to focus. I want you to be the best person you can. You are full of ambition, full of hope and love and you need someone who can show you that. I have to let you go because I believe it is the best thing I could do. We need to get started with our lives. I need of changes to go through. And you need to realize you can find someone who is equal capable as you are to love, to be unselfish, to be able to talk to them on the phone or through texting, everything.
And I want to become the woman I want to be. Mentally and physically stronger, mature, ambitious as capable to love. I just want to be a better person.